So as i repeatedly try to get into my wordpress account. i fail everytime. I'm bored and I don't know what to say but i will update you on whats up with that guy in my spanish class.
So re-cap I turned him down, then told him he had no chances at all. ever. So today I wore boots.
our converse:
Him- i like your boots
Me- I like my boots to
walkwalkwalk
blahblahblah
Him-I like you flower its so pretty. in fact everything about you is beautiful today. why are you dressed up?
Me- thanks. I was bored
Him- LOL! you was bored!?
Me- yup for some reason I woke up at 5:00am this morning.
Him- Ya......blah....blah...blah
So like I'm on the way home and I start thinking about stuff but I can't figure something out. Here's the question I keep asking myself.
"If you let go of you steering wheel allowing your car to go berserk on the freeway and you cause a huge accident. If you die is it suicide?"
If it is I have now got suicidal thoughts in my head. If not then I just need to stop driving. either way i need to stop driving. Do you know what sucks? Life sucks and here's why. I was a Customer Service Representative and i did an awesome job. everybody said so. Next thing i know I'm now the mail man service. I just got DEMOTED that is the main cause of my thoughts. I liked being important. now I'm just a nobody. I'm the guy when they say lets fire somebody. they look at me.
I hate this!
Why can't I just be a Representative?!
Suicide is not an OPTION.
With the economy like it is would I be able to get another job?
This SUCKS!!!!!!!
I cried today because I felt so bad thinking that I might be having suicidal thoughts.
I need a change in my life.
My soul is tired.
I still hate this.
Last night was my 4 month anniversary. I got a rubber bracelet saying "My Mad Addiction"
want to know what my addiction is?
Love
So re-cap I turned him down, then told him he had no chances at all. ever. So today I wore boots.
our converse:
Him- i like your boots
Me- I like my boots to
walkwalkwalk
blahblahblah
Him-I like you flower its so pretty. in fact everything about you is beautiful today. why are you dressed up?
Me- thanks. I was bored
Him- LOL! you was bored!?
Me- yup for some reason I woke up at 5:00am this morning.
Him- Ya......blah....blah...blah
So like I'm on the way home and I start thinking about stuff but I can't figure something out. Here's the question I keep asking myself.
"If you let go of you steering wheel allowing your car to go berserk on the freeway and you cause a huge accident. If you die is it suicide?"
If it is I have now got suicidal thoughts in my head. If not then I just need to stop driving. either way i need to stop driving. Do you know what sucks? Life sucks and here's why. I was a Customer Service Representative and i did an awesome job. everybody said so. Next thing i know I'm now the mail man service. I just got DEMOTED that is the main cause of my thoughts. I liked being important. now I'm just a nobody. I'm the guy when they say lets fire somebody. they look at me.
I hate this!
Why can't I just be a Representative?!
Suicide is not an OPTION.
With the economy like it is would I be able to get another job?
This SUCKS!!!!!!!
I cried today because I felt so bad thinking that I might be having suicidal thoughts.
I need a change in my life.
My soul is tired.
I still hate this.
Last night was my 4 month anniversary. I got a rubber bracelet saying "My Mad Addiction"
want to know what my addiction is?
Love
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